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Heaven Yeah!

by Mark Moose Mendoza

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(Intro) (Verse) There's a girl in me, A boy in you, Was it the tree? That made us 2? It happens naturally, Isn't it true? You wanted to flatten your chest, And were so sensitive, Between your legs. I try my best, Not to be so much in my head. (Pre Chorus) Overtime, I've really changed, I've fallen in love, With the norm, with the strange, I'm living day to day, Seeing what it means, to be a... (Chorus) Queer Boy, queer girl (Verse 2) There's a boy in me, A girl in you, Was it the capital G, That made us glue? It happens magically, Let's assume, (Pre Chorus) (Chorus)
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Simply Sober 03:25
(Intro riff) (Verse) 9 months down the drain, But I'm back on the horse again, The other stuff, Just feels too much, I can't handle ya', Like water overflowing, So im better now and it's showing, But oh this brain, Still has its ways, (Pre- Chorus) I won't let it get to me, Cause things pass rapidly, I'm trying to live free, Even when the world turns vapidly, (Chorus) Simply Sober, are you a path for me? Simply Sober make my mind pass easily (Riff) (Verse 2) No drugs no drink and still insane, But life's bread ain't so plain, Some days are great, Others are ok, Some try my veins, It's all a part of growing, I'm better now and it's showing, Oh this brain, In all your ways, You are a beautiful thing, (Pc) (C) (Bridge riff 2) (C)
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I think about you, When i walk in the room, And I think about you, When I'm feeling blue, I think about you, Thing number 1, Thing number 2, You're on my mind when I see a stranger, You're on my mind when I feel in danger, You're on my mind when I feel anger, When you're on my mind, you're the changer. You pull for my attention, You pull for my recollection, You pull for my affection, You both pull as my obsession, Which one has more strength today,
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Ego Pause 04:10
(V) The pastor of this place, sings of God, Life in a moment, With a smiling on, What might be the cost, This might be the Son, (Pc) The darkside of my mind, Just gives in, to the light, (C) The spirit sings : ooh ooh ooh (V) Life carries on, as it does, So what you worrying on, When the time gets gone, What might be the cost, This might be the one, (Pc) (C) (Bridge) It can't be all about me, But it is these eyes that see, It's not all about my fear, But it is these ears that hear, Maybe I am a lonely king, Let that spirit sing, (Chorus)
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Colored Cars 03:44
I don't know whether or not I should close my eyes, Or watch your messages as you go on by, Bright red, you are a warning to me, Deep blue, you are the lord and heavenly, Yellow, you are the joy of the world, Black, you are silent and unfurl, White, telling me it's all crystallized, Dark red, you are half a lie, Blue, you are sadness it's true, Green you are growing full proof, Although you are a troubled pass too, Orange, brings a girl to mind, Purple you are a mystery of mine. Black you are all our demise, These colors may say nothing at times.
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Hey internet friend, In my ears we meet again, You may speak from long ago, But you're also now, ain't it so? Hey internet friend, Our talks never end, Across the table wouldn't y'know, I'll listen to you talk about piano, Hey internet friend, I've got my ears to lend, And you're putting on quite the show, I've eaten, now I think I'll go, Hey internet friend, I've gotten your message again, You always make me laugh, And bring comfort to this skin, Hey internet friend, How have you been? How's the life and children? Any tales from beyond? Who me? No, with that stuff I can't go on, Hey internet friend, How's your practice of zen? Remind me of the wonder word "Pretend" My internet friend, My internet friend, Tommorow we will meet again, My internet friend, Tommorow we will meet again.
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Movie Dreams 03:58
Classic ‐ to be able to enjoy something so throughly that even in its age you still find novelty in it Dream I had a wife and child The child got lost and taken away by a spirit in our Haunted house. It was like a game I had to play with my wife, a game where we had to find relics, remnants, of our past. We were helped by old spirits, they helped me find all of what I needed to find. But, still we could not get our daughter back. In the end I said take me instead, I will give myself. Thinking this was true and pure. So I was taken and mysteriously I was sent to a world where i watched my life lived outside of me, someone else was me, living with my wife. And so I continued life in this gray world, containing nothing but myself and a view of my old life going on without me, I was a stranger now. I lived a long time in this state, at first just longing for my old life, Struggling for some time. Then, some time later, I began to look into the life I was given. I delved in to what I had. Later, Looking at myself in a room full of mirrors, I saw everything, and i mean everything. It all crystallized. You are so important. You may never understand. But to see it in a dream. Is like a slice of heaven. The dream ended with me walking down the street hearing the sounds of an electric guitar. Another dream: The lady working behind the counter, perhaps a cook, was changing faces, form, in such a beautiful way, she said I have a talent for seeing such things (in so many words), something to do with Hinduism, what with the dance of form, she reminded me of someone who worked as a cook in the old home I use to work at. She told me to call her Maria. Anyhow, it was a dream about me, or maybe life as it is, with its sights and messages. I was walking in golden understanding, after a couple acts of plain tribulation (with its varying degrees of course) In the beginning there was joy, Curiosity, then there was a degree of humiliation, shame, disdain, then came a time of passion, refusal, a healthy amount of pride (as for the dosage, I can not say), and finally, a period of wisdom, moments of beautiful reflection, deep concentration.
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Heaven Yeah! 05:17
When samadi passes over me, I'm reminded of life's sweet mystery, Like Christ touching the heart, You feel as if your life is about to start, Ganesha throws you a bone, And leaves you pleasantly alone, With no obstacles in the way, And you feel like you're finally awake, Can this be? My reality? If so? This must be all there is to know, And what I dream of, For the end of this show, And as the credits roll, We'll all hear, A tune so dear, Heaven Yeah (repeated)

about

This album is about relaxing at the Chinese buffet, it's about feeling changes in sexuality, it's about sobriety and it's challenges and questions, it's about obsessively thinking of lovers, it's about the perplexing ego, it's about messages in color, it's about freely jamming, it's about meeting people from different time periods on the internet, it's about dreams, it's about heavenly feelings.


This album's listening list (in no particular order):
Big Theif,
Adrianne Lenker,
Buck Meek,
Frankie Cosmos,
BW Johnson,
Bridget Allan,
Hop Along,
King Krule,
Boygenius,
Alvvays,
Billy Marten,
Joshua Burnside,
Sad Park,
TURQUOISEDEATH,
The Grateful Dead,
The Danny Brown Show,
Rick & Esther Have A Time,
Take Your Shoes Off (Rick Glassman),
werm,
TAK FULLHOUSE 5150,
David Meister,
Shin's Piano Salon,
Trevor Hansbury,
Burdock Mazzy,
Zen Baboon,
Rob Barclay Music
....and others I'm sure I'm leaving out

credits

released August 13, 2023

Everything recorded by me :)

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Mark Moose Mendoza Marietta, Georgia

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